Misguided. Of course. Oh god, at just one glance. Of course I was. And with challenging my family. I am. I really am.
Kos judgment is maybe a true true evil. Do you know that?
And self hate. And even self gratification to the extent that I have taken it. It's all worms.
Kos the seasons still change from warm to cold. And in the cold I'm in my own kind of hell. And in the summer my mind is just rot. In some self pretentious jack off that wasn't me really.
And god. It wasn't me. Not for real.
I was misguided. And I'm smart.
Smart enough for love.
And to love you.
I got figurines placed around me. And incense that cost a buck I worked too hard for.
Wonder who I still am.'
Kos in life you have to die to live.
And you can't live if you want to be alive.
I need help. I need out of this. Kos I'm doing so so well.
But I just want some legs that will spread. And let me in. And still kiss my dick the next morning.
